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IM BACKKKKK!!!!

Hey guys!
   I know I have been gone for quite sometime but I was extremely busy with school and other crazy things going on  in my life at the time. I was away in England for about 3-4 months partaking in an Study Abroad Program offered at my college. I planned to write weekly updates on my blog to show what I have been up to in England but that didn't work out too well. However i will still inform you on the some of the great and wonderful times i had in England and other parts of Europe, which i visited. I will never forget the great times I had there and the people i meet in England. I'm not going to lie and say it was all good and great because at times it wasn't! I was extremely homesick at some point in my stay and it didn't help that I was having severe problems with my EX that i didn't want to go through while I was England trying to enjoy this once in a life time opportunity! OOOooo the arguments me and my Ex use to get into were horrible and disgusting; saying things to each other that two people who were once in love with each other i thought would never say! I don't know if there is ever any coming back from what happened between us during those few months while i was away, it was an terrifying nightmare that i couldn't wait to wake out of! And i finally did with being home with my wonderful family which i love so dearly and true friends who get why i could be a bit bitchy sometimes and don't get offended! Or surrounded myself with people who act like they are in F#@king high school with all the unnecessary DRAMA! Grow UP ALREADY!! Don't get me wrong I meet some great people there (keyword SOME) and some were just F$#king annoying OMG......anyway back to what i was saying now being home with my family I realize how grateful I am to have such and wonderful and loving family; i will never take them for granted and always cherish ever moment!.......well since its getting late and I have to wake up earlier for work tomorrow got to get some good sleep..Good Night! ....(I still have so much more to tell about my trip to England and different aspects of my life) <3 :-)  

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