Queen Lea

Boy #1: Aden, P.S. for the men I talk about in my posts I changed their name. I met Aden in college when I was a Freshmen and he was a Senior. I'm a girl who is into older men as you will see in later posts. I remember the first time I met him was in the University cafe and I thought to myself "Damn thats a big n***a" lol... not fat wise he was just really tall and big to me since I was only 5'3" and he is like 6 foot. I could of never imagined what would happen between us in the next few months to come. I never expected to fall for a guy like him; I'm a girl who is more into the bad boy, player type of dude who keeps you on your toes. Aden is not at all a bad boy or player but he did keep me on my toes but in a good way. Aden was different than any other guy before that I talked to. He did things for me that no other man did and it was quite refreshing so I decided to give him a chance. We spent more and more time together and got to know each other and eve...

LOVE Love can be a beautiful thing but it can also hurt deep! You can love and hate somebody all at the same damn time and it sucks! With every encounter I have had with a man that comes into my life I learn more about myself and what to look for in a man. I may be young but I know what I want in life and what's important to me. I want to have a successful career and get married and have a family; and live a wonderful life through Christ. I have learned patience and how not to let my emotions get the best of me and be quick to go off on people...well boys mainly. I leave the situation get my emotions in check and then come back at a later date. I know that in that heat of the moment if say what I really want to say I would lose it and make the situation worse. When it come to boys I sometimes have to learn how to be prepared for the unexpected. Be prepared to hear what you don't want to hear. You just have to wish for the best but be prepared for the unexpected. In most of th...